I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn’t figure me out, But you always want to know what I was about. I wish you’d hold my hand when I was upset. I wish you’d never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly because it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn’t eat, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

remember that.

Day 1: hopes plans and dreams for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself
My only real hopes for this year are to stay strong, be happy, work hard and to get somewhere. I plan to go to Uni in September, learn to drive, get through a really hard time, pass my first year of Uni, save up and maybe go to Aus in the summer. My only dream is that you are always there, you never forget, you always love me and you never truely leave.
It wont let me post a photo :/

dark hair again :) do kind of miss the light already though aha. ahh well will fade soon.

getting foolishly jealous. ima twat

one of those days were you just hang around and do nothing. day off before a busy one. didnt actually get to sleep till like half 5 thismorning.. ok so maybe 4 and then half 5, but only because someone was keeping me up talking :) so i wont complain. anyways yus, had my derby application cancelled so thats one down, one to go, and one closer to getting to uea in september (: i so so hope i do get on the course. i think its actually what i want now so would be really good. had a mass music download earlier after finally finding a converter that works, so itunes is now kind of up to date. eaten just a tad more than i did yesterday and still have pizza and chips to come, but oh well, day off! looking forward to a evening in my pjs, painting my nails and getting an earlyish night before work tomorrow. pretty sure i’ll be keeping company again but i dont mind. glad to be talking again. missed our hugs, was nice lastnight (:

i need to do something with my hair colour. soon. quite fancy going back to dark red/purpley. maybe. best go shopping saturday.

had a really lovely night lastnight (: nice to feel like im still kinda loved. was good to see potter again and go for a lil drive too. must admit, i had missed those silly times. still have you scented hair. shame i have to wash it later.
ah well.. im still happy (: